>My di@Ry<

假装不在乎

2012-02-06T00:28:00.000+08:00

很快的
明天就是过年的最后一天了
这么快就过完年了
hrmm...
有点不舍得的感觉
为什么?
我自己也不知道

昨天在网上看到这个很有意思的一句话

怎样？
有意思吧...
让我觉得自己很特别的人
突然“跑”了
吊在半空中的我
没有办法
只好假装不在乎

其实
真的不知道对方在想什么
更不知道自己在想什么
我还以为自己对他来说
跟别人会有点不一样
可是过后才发现
原来跟别人应该没什么两样

没有见面的时候
就偶尔在网上谈下几句
见面的时候
感觉有不一样
一大班出的时候
他会特地跑过来我哪里
然后问下没有见面的时候做了些什么

在一起的时候
他会告诉我很多事情
他都说这些是他只告诉我
他甚至介绍他家人给我认识
连他很疼得“干儿子”
上次去他家
也介绍给我

可是
我们就是什么都不是啊
那你说
他是不是让我觉得特别
然后要我吊在半空中
还要假装不在乎
不在乎你没有找我
不在会见不到你
不在乎要在乎的一切

几乎每晚都会在梦里看到你
可是早上起来
却要告诉自己
那只是梦
是自己想得太多太多了

更伤感的是
情人节要到了
进年的我
既然要自己一个人过
虽然往年的情人节
多不是说很特别的过
可是至少有各半在身边
那还不会觉得这么孤独
今年
要自己一个人过情人节
而且还要在学校办情人节活动
白白看着一对一对幸福的情人
在我面前晃来晃去
心痛死了!!!!!!

我还要单身多久啊
我难道真的这么差劲吗？
前男友不要我
现在也没有人要我
T.T...

Last Day of Work at Hero Shah Alam

2012-01-20T01:23:00.001+08:00

Hrrmm...you must be wondering. Why am I posting this even though I have been working at a lot of places and a lot of times. Its because I have never worked such "lousy" place before!!! Last time I used to feel eager on going to work. But when I worked here, my mindset would be like: "Working again???!!!"

But after 3 weeks of torture, today is the end!!! Is so happy for me and my partner, Shane.

Haha, Chinese New Year costume for Tropicana Twister with ang pao!!!

This fellow was forced by me to hold my red ang pao too.>.<.

Group picture.!!>.<.

For the last few weeks, both of us doesnt even have a proper lunch during break. We either have to bear with the lousy food at the mamak beside the supermarket or have to pay toll to went back Puchong to have a proper lunch.

But yesterdat, after loiterring around for about half an hour, we managed to find a Chinese Restaurant that can fill our stomach with better food plus reasonable price.

Today after lunch, we were sitting there reading newspaper when I spotted this!!!

My Idol on the newspaper!!! I know its normal but I was just too overjoyed!!!

It is the news about his new movie - Viral Factor.

This movie was shoot at the heart of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur with Hong Kong artist, Nicholas Tse

Jay Chou, you are always my idol.!!! Love you!!!

Then after break we drove back to our workplace again. But we were lazy to get down, to started working in a shopping mall with staff that is more than the customers.

So I started to "promote" his car by taking pictures...>.<..

Non-stop showing off his muscles...=.="... No eye see...>.<...

Angry bird with cars. Weird combination.>.<.

Wet look. Cause we off the engine to save petrol. Then we became roasted pigs...>.<...

Back to the hypermarket. Camwhore again!!!

Shane saw this ladder behind his booth. Dint succes in exploring it yesterday, so didnt give up trying today. And~~succeed!!!

Part-time worker for Hero...>.<...

The day end at last. Feels happy cause Chinese New Year is coming and we dont have to go back and work there anymore. But quite sad that we wont know if we still have chance to work together in the future.

But I will still keep all this as memories.

~~Happy Chinese New Year~~

Birthday at Ampang Look Out Point

2012-01-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

Our faith to meet each other and build our friendship ( Pictures are blurred but our memories is clear) by Peng Chung.

Yes!! Today is my birthday and my bunch of buddy dated me!!!>.<. Truth to say, I am actually very happy to have them celebrating my birthday this year. In the previous year only not more than 5 people celebrating my birthday, excluding my family. But this year there is a total of 9 of them!! Thanks everyone!! You all really make my day!!!Thank you so much!!!>.<.

The view of the town from Look Out Point. My dream of going this place and they have made my dream come true. Know its a bit outdated as most of the people have been to this place before and maybe several times.

The restaurant where we have our dinner.

My driver and photographer of the day.>.<. Peng Chung, your photography skill has improved a lot. Like all the picture that you have taken. And sorry for "stealing" them.>.<.

Haiya, say ad the VIP of the day of coz have to take picture with him la.>.<.

Group picture. Thanks Shane for persuading me to go. You really know me best. Thanks buddy.>.<.

Another group picture. Guys, sorry to tell you that I actually plan not to come on that day despite what had happen earlier. I really have no idea what you all are thinking about and I also dont know what have I did to make you all treat me that way. But anyway, thanks for planning this and also the present.>.<.

Shane, my buddy and Weng Sang, my college-mate. Thank you!!

Dishes of the day!! Forget all the names actually, but it does look nice.>.<.

They really give me a surprise.>.<. Thanks everyone. Hope my wish come true.>.<.

Really nice picture.>.<.Thanks Peng Chung.>.<.

This was taken by the staff there. Not as nice as taken by Peng Chung but is still nice, with all of us in the picture.>.<. Thanks everyone.!!!

Our faith to meet each other and build our friendship ( Pictures are blurred but our memories is clear)

What is written is really true. All our heart we have make the first step to build this friendship and we have been celebrating each other birthday in the year of 2011. Maybe we might not be as close as your closest friends, but I am glad that we are still part of friends. No matter what happen before or after, I just hope that each and everyone of us will take a little effort to make this friendship last.

~Thanks everyone~

Early Birthday celebration with dear Apple

2012-01-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

Its so happy to have someone to celebrate with you on your birthday every year. And all this make things more happening when it is someone you treasure. As posted in the earlier post, my birthday is just around the corner and my bestie, Apple had already started dating me since last week. At first it was supposed to be on my birthday eve, but Apple had annual dinner on that night so we make it a day earlier. We went to a Japanese restaurant, Kiku Zakura at IOI Mall Puchong.

Here she goes, the leng lui Apple. She is always so sweet.

Friendship picture. A must!!! >.<.

The food there. Not bad.

Tada!!! my birthday jelly for the day. My favourite - Winnie The Pooh!!! Cute!!!

Another present from Apple's boyfriend. Thanks Koon Sei for bringing the jelly and present.>.<.

Me and Apple's boyfriend, Koon Sei.

Happy Birthday to me~~~

Hope my wish come true...>.<..

Birthday Dinner with family

2012-01-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

Wakakakaka...its finally my birthday...so happy to have my family to celebrate for me as the first one. At first my choice was to have dinner outside so that mummy no need to cook and we no need to wash the dishes. But my mum said she wanna make something special for me. So in the end we had dinner at home.>.<.

Stewed pork with yam. So damn nice. Was cooked specially for me cause my mum knows I like to eat pork.>.<.

Vegetables with mushroom. My mum little creative dish.>.<.

Chicken with wine. Another nice dish by my mum. She is really a good cook.

Bitter-gourd soup. Good to release heatiness.

Thank you mummy for making me a wonderful dinner. I love you so much.>.<.

Thank you Mummy...<3...

The Awakening

2012-01-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! It's finally the start of the semester and I love my timetable so much. Haha!! Since today os the first day of the class, so me not being lazy when to class on time. I have reached college at 10am where the class is at 11am.

So happy to meet my classmates back, especially Jeffrey, Ivy, Cheerie, Celine, Jessly and lots more. And this year is my final year. So happy that I will be graduating next year!! Ready to step into the society!!

After class, we went for lunch at our usual place, Padang Kota Corner. Reason is because the food there is affordable and have lots of choices. Plus it is also delicious. After lunch, Vijay suggested we go for movie at The Curve since we have not gathered together for quite some time.

After reaching the cinema, we guys decided to watch this movie called

"The Awakening"

This is a story about a lady who believes more in science rather than supernatural like ghost or spirits. Therefore she used many materials and technique to prove that there is no ghost in the world.

But in the end, she have to believe that what she saw are all ghost and could not be explained by science.

Not a very good and also bad movie for me. I gave 70/100. Maybe you guys should go and have a sneak yourself if you like horror movie. >.<. Got frightened quite some times actually.

After the movie that last for less than 2 hours, we hang around at the entrance of The Curve, not knowing what to do. So is picture time!!! Like this picture so much, taken by Cherrie.>.<.

This was taken by Vijay.

Since I live the furthest, so I have to "chao" first despite of the jam. So a self potrait as usual before I leave. >.<

我是一个怎样的人?

2012-01-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

我是一个怎样的人？
一个人家会喜欢的人？
还是一个人家讨厌的人？
一个受欢迎的人？
还是一个人家不会像记得的人？

最近有很多感想
这些感想都离不开“朋友”这两个字
为什么？
因为我真的不知道
在朋友眼里
我是一个怎样的人？
或许应该说
我的身边到底有多少个朋友

我以前是不是很自私？
为了男朋友就推掉朋友的约会
所以现在
这些朋友要给颜色我看了
我现在是不是很讨人厌
常常大大声笑大大声说话
所以朋友
一个一个跑掉了
每次我都希望是自己敏感
时常胡思乱想
可是我好像都在自己骗自己
宁愿把事实遮住
然后在很大方跟自己说
“傻瓜，你误会人家了”

有多少个朋友
不常见面
可是还是会用不同的方式
偶尔问候一句
“最近还好吗？”
有多少个朋友
几年没见
但是一见面
就会谈个不停
有多少个朋友
会在你最低落的时候，愿意说
“我借你肩膀，你哭吧”或是“我知道你想哭，哭啦，等下就没事的啦”

每次我都把身边的朋友一一介绍给妈妈认识
方便我开心或不开心的时候
可以跟妈妈诉诉苦
而每次我因为朋友的事不开心的时候
我就会问妈妈
“妈...我很讨人厌咩？做么他们要这样对我的？”
而每次妈妈都会说
“傻的，你还有家人嘛~”
然后我就会忍住眼泪地说
“是咯。知道啦，妈咪”
然后晚上睡觉就会偷偷的
在被里面哭

我什么朋友都交
原因是不要没有朋友
因为我很怕寂寞
我很怕朋友讨厌我
我很怕朋友不喜欢我
也很怕朋友不把我当朋友

我很羡慕
那些年年都有朋友帮他们庆祝生日的人
我很羡慕
出去可以跟朋友徘很多照的人
虽然只是去吃一个简单的晚餐
我很羡慕
那些一年里面可以跟朋友去旅行的人
我很羡慕
那些有很好朋友的人
那些好到
去那里都在一起的人

“一二三四五六七
我的朋友在那里？”

我的生命里
本来有他，她和他
现在就只有她和他
另一个他
都不知道他在想什么
难道没有了男朋友
我跟他
就不是好朋友了吗？
“妹”这个字
原来也只不过是简单的一个“妹”吗？

在这里
要特别谢谢她
我知道她有在看
而她常常都会在我不开心的时候
简单的问候一句
“你还好吗？我看到你的部落格了。”
谢谢你
这么久没见面
还会记得我的生日
不常见面，可是还是把我当朋友
谢谢你
在我不开心的时候
肯听我诉苦，安慰我
谢谢你，朋友

最后
论到他了
这些他肯定看不到
就算看到了
也未必看得懂
因为他不会华语
谢谢你
在我每次想哭的时候说
“哭啦，我知道你不开心”
“不要谈不开心的事啦，等下你又哭”
他永远知道我心里在想什么
他知道我粗心
所以只要有跟他出去
他都会特别交待
“你的bag啊，不要乱放”
“你的bag啊，那好好来”
当我跟别人说我没有不开心的时候
最后在我回家的时候，他都会说
“不要不开心啦，笑一下啦”
他真的每次都知道我在想什么
因为我们真的认识了很久很久
朋友，谢谢你

~我的朋友，谢谢你们~

Tenji2 Family Dinner

2012-01-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since we family have the chance to have dinner together. Sometimes my sister is not here, cause she nursing student have to go for training at the hospital. Sometimes my dad will not be home on time due to the heavy workload. Sometimes me or mummy have to teach.

So to celebrate mummy's belated birthday, we decided to went to Tenji2 for Japanese Buffet!!! At first we planned to go for Jogoya as we have already been to Tenji2 before. But because the much is much more expansive compared to the other japanese buffet, so at last we decided to go for Tenji2 as the foos there is fresher and affordable.

Here goes the food. All you can eat!!!

My sweet Daddy and Mummy. Envy~~ >.<...

We siblings!!

Me and my little brother, Ken.

Me and my sister, Gigi.

We all have a good time that day as a family and bring a full stomach home. We always enjoy our time as a family together. We eat together, then after that drink and joke. This is what we always do whenever we have a chance. So do treasure your family because you only have ONE family in your lifetime.

~F.A.M.I.L.Y~

How did I spend my 1.1.2012.

2012-01-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!! Its the end of 2011 and the beginning of 2012!!! So happy on this particular day with the companian of my beloved family and also my working mates. We are this group of people that choose to work on a public holiday as well as this special day. But nevermind, we still have each other as companian. We work hard for our living and we are INDEPENDANT!!!

As it is a holiday, so most of us do not have that mood to work that hard. But we still work.

Nelly saw this little green dinosour on the aisle while working. She said it match so much with her product, Milo Sejuk. So we named it the new ambassador of Milo sejuk!!! >.<.

Ta-da!! The "new" advertisement.>.<.

As suggested by those pretty aunty, they wanto have something good on this special as a gift for ourself for working so hard. So we went for break at Paparich Puteri. Then we ask Shane who is working at Puteri to join us as he is so lonely, not as happening as us b.a in Tesco.>.<.

All the pretty aunty.>.<.

The 3 handsome guys. And the only guys of the day.

Group picture, wihtout me. T.T.

Haha, my turn to have my own portrait in this album.>.<

Look so young here.>.<. Shhh~~

Shorty!!! Haha...like this picture so much.>.<.

I thought that I wouldn't have chance to enjoy my first day of the year. But you guys had made this come true. Even though is just something simple, but still worth to remember. Now I learnt that friends cannot be judge from how long you have known each other and also how close you have been before, but the moment that we have and how each other make effort to treasure it. This is call F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

From now on, I will treasure every moment that I am going to have with the people around me because its the time that makes our memory worth remembering.

Happy New Year!!!

31.12.2011

2011-12-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

很快的...又来到了年尾了...
今年的最后一天
我还是单身自己一个人过
自从分手后
每逢佳节...我的心情就无言无故的低下来
因为以前都是有他的陪伴
可是这半年
却是自己一个人过

想找朋友出去
一些有了伴侣的
我又不好意思叫她们
没有伴侣的都已经各有各的节目了
而有一些
本来很好
不知道什么事
又变得没有联络了
在同一间餐厅碰面
也没有打招呼
不是没有看到
才隔几张桌子...有可能看不到吗??

我的生日就快到了
以前都不怕没有人帮我庆祝
因为有我的家人和他
明年没有了他
只剩下家人
有多少个朋友会记得我的生日?
有多少个朋友会用心帮我庆祝?
一路以来都是我在策划, 都是我在安排
地点，蛋糕，惊喜，交通
都是跟朋友一起安排
可是我却不敢去想
明年的我会怎么过
尤其是发生了那天在餐厅的事
我更加不赶去想

身边用心来跟我交朋友的，又有几个?
身边带着面具来交朋友的，又有几个?

突然间
我很希望明年没有1月18号
突然间
我很希望明年没有2月14号
突然间
我很希望
我可以把脑力2011年的记忆全部删除掉
让没有痛苦的我
可以好好的走我的2012年

前男友
我真得很讨厌你
讨厌你浪费了我这么多年的青春
讨厌你令我在这半年来过的这么痛苦
讨厌你在分手后还可以若无其事的生活
讨厌你为什么要走进我的世界
讨厌你还我变得一无所有

可是
我更要谢谢你
谢谢你让我变得更坚强
谢谢你让我不在笨下去
谢谢你让我跟家人的关系更好
谢谢你让我变得更成熟

2011
这痛苦的一年
我要把你忘掉
因为你没有事情值得我留恋

明年2012
我要过的比你好
我要过的比你开心!!!!!

姓傅的
你给我听清楚!!!
我要过的比你好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas Dinner at Home~~

2011-12-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

As usual, my family will have a Christmas dinner every year. Not only the celebration at church, we also have our own celebration at home. A few days before, mummy and daddy had already bought all the ingredients needed for the dinner tonight.

The layout. We wanted to have the atmosphere of the high class restaurant. So candle and champaign is a must.>.<.

Yeah!! Salmon with pasta. My favourite.

Champaign and clam chowder.

Homemade salad.

The full set meal!! Yummy~~

Candle-light dinner.

After dinner, we exchange present. Look what I got. A pillow. Because I always complain of neck pain result from the uncomfortable pillow I got, so daddy got me a pillow. Thank you!!

Present from mummy. Nice bag. >.<.

T-shirt fro sisters.

Had a wonderful Christmas this year. Without partner and friends. But I have my beloved family. I will always love all of you because you all are the only one that knows me the best. I love all of you!!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

My First Christmas at Church

2011-12-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

Previous years, me and my family will buy present for each others, my mum will cook dinner at home then we will eat together as a family. But this year is different cause we are Christian already. We went for a celebration at the church.

The Christmas tree. Nicely decorated.

Nicholas is going for his mission at Singapore on the 26th for 2 years. So the Single Adults sing him a song and just to tackle him before we will see again after 2 years. Good Luck Nicholas!

My sweet sweet Mummy and Daddy

The young talented little Lyvia. She has a nice vioce.

Three junior playing the violin - "I Am A Child Of God"

Performance by the Young Men - a short drama

Funny sketch.>.<.

Brother Roger singing.

Joseph's performance

Singing by the juniors

Then is Brother Teh. Piano + Singing a song by Beatles.

Elder Reeves and Elder Maughn performance. A funny one. >.<.

The Relief Society have a performance too. But I am a part of it, so didn't have the chance to take picture. Then is the performance by all the brothers.

Another talented singer - Rachel.

Sister Jennifer's sister, singing Rihanna - Take A Bow.

The Santa Clause!!!

Jared, acting as a 3 years old child begging for present from Santa!

Me and leng lui Adeline.

Mummy, Santa (daddy) and Gigi

Me and Mummy

Me and Kelly.

Me and Santa. Thanks for the present!!

A family picture with the Elders.

Party time!! Rockz the dance floor!!

This is the most amazing Christmas party I had. Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Belated Winter Solstice

2011-12-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

If you have read my previous post, I were not able to celebrate my Winter Soltisce on the exact day due to some circumstances. So my lovely mother postpone it to another day. She didn't want to miss it because for the Chinese tradition, Winter Solstice is a very important festival. It symbolizes reunion, where all the family member are to be together. By making the glutinious rice ball or what we call "tang yuan" means reunion and must eat together with the family.

This year my mum tried something new. Tang yuan with fillings. That is why they look very big.

Nicer "tang yuan". Those not very nice are made by the kids. >.<.

Time to cook it before mixing it with the sugar syrup boiled earlier with pandan leaves and ginger.

Ta-da~~ a bowl of yummy homemade "tang yuan".

The "tang yuan" makers...

Even though a lot of things happen this year, but I am glad that I still have my family members supporting me. No matter what happen, they are always there for me.

Happy Winter Solstice!!

冬至快乐...T.T

2011-12-22T23:56:00.001+08:00

你们应该很奇怪
为什么我冬至快乐后面还要加个哭脸
因为今年的冬至是过的
最与众不同
也是最不开心的一个冬至

第一
没有钱
没有办法为妈妈准备最好的一份礼物
今早一踏出房门
看见妈妈的学生
把他们要送给他们最敬爱的老师的那些礼物
都摆放在妈妈房门
好让妈妈一开门
就可以第一时间
收到礼物
我却因为被公司拖了2个月的薪水
而昨天才拿到支票
所以没有办法像往年一样
要妈妈第一个收到我的礼物
只能到晚上才有机会出去买到蛋糕

第二
我又撞车了...T.T
而且是历史以来
最严重的一次
严重到要RM 2000++才能修好
我的钱啊!!!!
都已经没有钱了
现在还要呕一笔出来
真的是心痛死了啦!!!! T.T

第三
妈妈既然在冬至+自己的生日病倒了
还要牛到刚刚晚上才肯去看医生
医生说是尿道发炎
妈妈最近只顾大扫除
急尿又不要上厕所
都不知道她是不是真的属兔子的
怎么跟牛一样这么牛啊??!!!

所以
现在知道为什么要加个哭脸咯
虽然真的很不开心
可是妈妈病了
我出事
她还是很担心我的
爸爸也是一样
这次两个人都没有骂我
所以我说
还是爸爸妈妈最好
每次都在我最难受, 最委屈的时候
出来保护我
爸爸妈妈
我爱你们!!!!!

Weng Sang Simple Birthday Dinner

2011-12-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

After celebrating so many of his friends birthday, helping out with planning and surprises, finally is his birthday. We couldn't celebrate Weng Sang birthday on the exact day, but nevermind, his girlfriend did celebrated for him already. So we have a simple dinner at Yum Lei Sek Steamboat Buffet at Puchong.

But because my phone is running out of battery on that day and some of them don't even have the mood to take picture, so I only manage to capture some picture with my very last drop of my battery.

Here's the cake. We are all so full from the dinner and only one of us ate the cake. The rest he have to bring home himself. Sorry~~

Weng Sang with the birthday cake.

Cake-cutting ceremony. It's walnut cake, so it's a bit hard to cut plus this was just taken out from the fridge.

The only picture I manage to capture. Weng Sang and Shane.

Happy Birthday Weng Sang!! May God bless you and may your wish come true.

Jessly and Aya Birthday Bash!!

2011-12-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

So coincidently, Jessly and Aya birthday falls on the same day. And that day is the last day of the class for this semester. As suggested by Miss Melati (our Psychology and Work Psychology lecturer), we were to have a small class party + revision class since it is near to the exam. Since it is that so, we have the party for the 2 birthday girl too.

The party will be starting at 2.30pm, but most of us are already very hungry. So we went out for a little lunch first before going back to college.

Mia suggested we have it in TGI Friday to celebrate for Aya first since both of them are best friends. If anyone of you have ever been to TGI Friday for your birthday, then you will know what happen. You will have to stand on the chair and SING!!!

This is what happen to Aya.

Singing with the ketchup bottle as microphone.>.<

Then smashed by the cream.>.< Poor Aya.

Picture with the birthday girl. Love her smile.

Mia, Aya and Aizat

Group picture. Happy birthday Aya!

Aizat, Me and Antonio. We are all intimating Antonio action. (touching his beard)

After that we headed back to college for the revision class and the mini class party. All of us paid some money and shared the food. We got ourself Dominos Pizza, soft drinks. junk foods, candies and also brownies.

Dominos!

Edmund was so greedy that he wanted the whole box.

Our superstar cute look

Aizat and Pemadam Pensel a.k.a Jeff melayu

Jeff melayu, Jeff cina, Chien and VJ

Daniel.

Above: Jasper and Jeff

Below: Soleha and Sarah

Soleha, Miss Melati, Stephanie and Jeff

Class picture. But I think only half of the class or only 1/4. >.<

Almost all of us are wearing black!!!

Me and Syeikh, the muscular guy.

Jessly, the second birthday girl. Happy Birthday Jessly

Nira's handmade cupcake. So nice. >.<

Picture with the birthday girls.

After party, its time for revision to continue. Noticed something different in this picture??

Last picture of the day. So nice. Credits to the photographer!!!

We all has a wonderful day that day. Most of us will not be in the same class next semester. Lets make this a precious memory of us. Good Luck guys!!!

越想忘记，就越难忘记

2011-11-28T21:39:00.006+08:00

“又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
把头发梳成大人那样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想象美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后
故意讨你温暖的骂
黑板上排列组合
你舍得解开吗？
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好像拥抱你
拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好像告诉你
告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
在一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你”

(那些年，我们一起追的女孩 - 主题曲)

还以为自己真的忘记了
还以为自己真的放下了
原来自己还没有忘记
原来自己还没有放下
这首歌好像就在写说着我和他的回忆
好想再回到那些年的时光
从认识到现在
我们终于来到了这一天
变成了熟悉的陌生人

原以为自己真的打开了心
可以去喜欢别人
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
之前一直告诉自己
要把你忘记
从新生活
可是原来
忘记一个人真的很难
真的真的很难
尤其是当你遇到他的时候
真的有一股从动
想跑过去告诉他
自己很想念他
然后紧紧抱着他不放
就算是一场梦
梦里的我还是会笑
他的手
他的拥抱
他的声音
还是深深的刻在脑海里
只想告诉他
有时我真的很想念你
那你有想念过我吗？？

安全感

2011-11-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

突然很想写东西
可是一打开部落格
却不知道要怎样开始
最近看了一些爱情故事
他说看这些看多人都回变傻
想回去，我为什么会找爱情故事来看呢？
我渴望被爱？
我很想恋爱？
我很怕恋爱？
我要了解爱？
这些问题我都不断问自己
可是却没有答案出来

前几个部落格又提到自己暗恋一个男生
不知道是不是太久没有暗恋别人
根本不知道暗恋一个人，喜欢一个人，爱一个人是什么感觉
没有特别的想他
只是喜欢在他的面子书多逗留
喜欢跟他一起做工的时间
平时没有见面
我们也没有特别去联络对方
可是一见面就会吵个不停
那这些又是什么？
我自己也不明白叻？？

那天收拾房间
从厨里找出很多以前朋友送给我的winnie the pooh的娃娃和枕头
妈妈问我要不要丢
我说不舍得
这些全部都是我的宝贝叻
所以就全部都摆在床
从以前开始
我睡觉都喜欢左右边都放着娃娃或枕头
人家说缺少安全感的宝宝才会这样
其实我真的缺少安全感
尤其现在单身了
这就变得更加明显

没有东西写了
明天还要做工
大家也早点睡吧
晚安咯

Lai Kuan Surprise Birthday Attack!

2011-11-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

It's Lai Kuan birthday!! November is a pk month for me cause most of my friends' birthday falls on November. But I only celebrate with those who I think worth celebrating and fun of course. Lai Kuan birthday attack was planned by Albert, and because of some "accident", we have to postpone it a few hours late. But I am glad that we are still able to make it at Wings Cafe, Bandar Puteri. Albert suggested it too because there will be live band, so that he can sing to her. So romantic. I wish by future boyfriend can did that too. >.<

Shane and Weng Sang

Gigi.

Here comes the couple. Sorry for the "darkness". Ciplak phone. Anyone wants to sponsor me IPhone 4.??? >.<

~~Muackz~~

Yun Chieh and Gigi

Edward and Peter. We actually didnt count Peter in but we met him there coincidently with his family. So we asked him over for a picture. He is so lucky to be in the picture. >.<

The girls.

Couple picture.

The birthday cake, forget the name.

Lai Kuan with Shane and Weng Sang

Lai Kuan with Edward.

Me with Lai Kuan and my present.

Sorry Lai Lai, bought the wrong color, cause it has been a long time. Should be happy that I still remember it even though it is in a different colour.

Happy Birthday Lai Kuan. All the best for your future ya. Happy and sweet sweet always. >.<

Albert Convocation!!

2011-11-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Finally is Albert Convocation!! I have been waiting for this for quite some times. This guy was about to give up his studies, but me and my mum was able to hold him back and persuade him to continue his study. This guy is the second most important people after my family. Albert, keep up the good work!!

My mum allow me to drive to my former college (TAR College) on that day. And I also fetch Lai Kuan, Albert's girlfriend and also Yun Chieh. Poor boy, only 3 of us attend his convo on that day besides his family members. We reach there quite early. So while waiting for him, we toke some pictures.

Lai Kuan and Yun Chieh. Look like twin sisters. They are also good friends too. >.<.

Me and Yun Chieh.

Me and Lai Kuan. The flowers are for Albert. Nice right??

Everyone take turns to pose with the handmade flower.

Finally the main character is out.

The two sweeties.

The best brother and sister. >.<

The graduation guy.

Group picture. A bit blur cause its not taken by us, the professional photographer. >.<

The driver of the day!

Another group picture. So jam on that day!

Went for lunch later that at Bandar Puteri.

Noisy couple. >.<

Self portrait. >.<.

Special made pau with fillings inside. Not bad. Is called "chicken nest pao" (read it in cantonese).

After lunch, we went Giant Bandar Kinrara to visit my sister, Gigi as requested by Lai Kuan and Yun Chieh.

Last of all, congratulations to Albert for graduating at last. All the best in the society ya. Good luck.>.<

Coffeemate Outdoor Truck Event

2011-11-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

Nestle Coffeemate, one of the famous product from Nestle organised an Outdoor Truck Event. As one of the BA (brand ambassador) from Epromode, I was chosen to work for the client. This event was going on continiously for 2 months, every Tuesday to Sunday. If you remember, when we are in primary school, there will be a truck outside of our school giving out free chill milo during Sport's Day.

We run the same concept as them, but instead of giving out milo, we are giving out coffee with coffeemate!

Here are the amazing things that happen in this two months of my working experience. >.<

Everyday, we are station at different location around Klang Valley, Petaling Jaya and lots more. (not quite familiar with the places). This is the picture taken during my first day of work at Carrefour Bukit Rimau.

The theme of this event is to bunch a cup of perfect coffee with coffeemate for your loves one. We are mainly targetting on Malays and also couples, married or not married.

The logo.

The jug we will be using for the entire 2 months

Coffeemate cups

A cup of coffee, added with coffeemate...

...and also sugar!! Makes a perfect cup of coffee!

Here are some of the members that are working for this event

Cole, cool and smart guy.

Farah, pretty girl leh.

Me with Cole.

The live band.

Kumar, the driver of the truck.

Eve. Guess what, a mummy of 3 and yet, still slim and pretty.

Ah Xiang, the coordinator for the truck.

Kai Loon, our coordinator and my driver. >.<.

Lai Kuan, my partner.

Nanie and Evonne

There are still a few that I dodnt have the chance to take picture with them.

All the way of working together for two months, here are some of the memory that we have been through

This was taken at I-City. The viola used by one of the musicians.

Since it rains, so we cant work. Snack time!!

Posing with the instrument

Kai Loon with Cole

Me and Lai Kuan

Kai Loon and Lai Kuan

The day where 3 chinese work together. >.<

Me and Lai Kuan

The 2 handsome guy

So lucky that Kai Loon birthday falls on the working day. And so lucky he got us to celebrate for him. Happy Birthday Kai Loon, may your wish come true.

Kai Loon with Fina. Cute girl too. >.<

Group picture.

Truly, I really have fun throughout this 2 months of working. Not only experience, but I also gain friendship. Meet a bunch of very cute friends from the different race and little did I know that these people are actually really nice to befriend with. Thank you guys for giving me a memorable 2 months. Hope to see you guys soon. Take care everyone~~

任务完成！！！

2011-11-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

从上个星期开始
就已经跟好姐妹lai lai一起策划如何帮他庆祝生日
今天终于大功告成了！！！

以放学后
我就立刻赶去他们做工的地方
当然是一个surprise party咯
虽然只是一个小型的庆祝
可是我还是很开心
因为能够在正日帮他庆祝

前几天
就已经烦着
要如何帮他庆祝
要买什么礼物给他
已经搞到我失眠
自己明明已经说了不再去想
可是却因为只是他的生日
搞到自己失眠
想起来就觉得自己很可笑

我的朋友叫我不要放弃
可是我的心还是50 50
说幸福是要自己争取的
可是我还是不敢期望太多
能够还有很多机会可以跟他一起工作
我都已经很开心了

而且我跟上帝说
让我跟他庆祝生日
我就很开心了
结果真的愿望实现啦
还把礼物送给他了
虽然他说太大了
可是还是非常开心
希望真的有结果吧
我不想再一个人了
呵呵

11/11/11

2011-11-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

今天是11/11/11
从昨天晚上开始
就已经看到很多人在面子书上留言
祝福身边的每一位朋友
而我也不例外
也希望自己的愿望可以实现
赶快脱离单身的生活
在朋友面前
我可以伪装的很开心很开朗
可是一个人静下来的时候
就会感觉非常寂寞孤单

谈恋爱6年
现在突然变成单身
再加上之前所努力争取的幸福
在转眼间消失
打击对我非常大
人家说可以埃过3个月就没事了
可是现在已经第4个月了
我还是很不习惯单身的生活

有时真的在想
我真的有那么差吗???
人家也是一样是连4个月
为什么就已经找到新的另一半了呢？？
而我！！！
还在这里玩暗恋！！？？？
看一个喜欢一个
看一个羡慕一个
“如果他是我男朋友就好了”
这句话
你以为真的不闷咩？？？
光想罢了
就觉得自己怎么那么下溅
前世没有看过男生咩？？

可是我可以怎样？？
渴望被爱
有罪吗？？

我不想再去想了啦
我够了啦
想这么多又怎样
还不是一样
单身就是单身
没人爱就是没人爱
人家就是喜欢别人不喜欢你啊
怎样！！！
今天终于被你看到人家有多么的在乎对方了
开心没有！！！

上天安排我再多做几天工
不是为了要我多接触他
而是要我接受事实
要我不要去想
现在我真的明白了
真的不要去想了

希望越大失望越大......

那些年我们一起追的女孩

2011-11-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

刚刚和一大班朋友去看了
那些年我们一起追的女孩
故事很感人
是小说家九把刀从小说故事拍成一套电影的
不知道怎么
看完了这部电影后
脑海里
出现了3个人

顺
从4年级就开始认识他
因为爸妈那时多接触佛堂
我跟他来往的时间也多了
一开始很讨厌他
因为他除了喜欢欺负我
就好像没有别的东西可以做
就这样
大家相处时间多了
我就慢慢喜欢上他
我们一起去槟城上佛学班
一起玩轮鞋
一起在一天内
看完日出和日落
一起帮对方洗头
互相叫醒对方
大考一起温习功课
这一切
都是我不会忘掉的回忆
可惜的是
我们最后
都没有在一起
原因是因为
想要保持现在的友情
顺你还欠我一个杏仁蛋糕哦
不要因为上次吵架的事
把我的蛋糕也骗走哦
我会等你的蛋糕的
谢谢你
曾经喜欢过我

翔
从中1就认识他
一样的
一开始也是很讨厌他
整天有事没事
就只会欺负我
中2被派到不同的班
还以为是一种荣幸
结果中3又见面了
那年的我桃花运比较旺
追我的男生
一个接一个
就因为这样
我开始不习惯单身的生活
从中3就跟他在一起
也画下了许多美好回忆
可是这一切
就只能当作回忆
而且是要把他们放在盒子里
最好都不要打开的回忆
因为只要一打开
眼泪就会不断的流
经历了6年的感情
就这样结束
的确让我很不习惯
只是那些回忆会让我想起
现在的我有时真得很孤单
翔生活上加油吧
谢谢你曾经喜欢/爱过我

伦
认识他的时间不长也不短
第一次认识他
觉得他人很懒
可是却在事业上坐着高高的位子
刚开始对他有点不顺眼
终觉得他以为自己很帅
就整天摆着一幅很串的样子
最后跟他在一起
工作久了
在发现他人并不错
跟前面2个男的一样
终是喜欢欺负我
小小的一件事也要跟我吵个够
满满的对他的讨厌
就变成了好感
这个他
我不知道接下来的路要怎样走
更加不知道
对他的好感是因为相处久了
还是寂寞过渡
想找个人陪
更何况
他对我是不是一样
我也不知道
伦我只剩下2个星期的时间跟你一起做工
先谢谢你
可以让我看到你
也希望你不会生气我嫌我烦
因为我只想跟你多讲几句话
听听你的声音
谢谢你

SEGI Project Segilicious

2011-11-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Another succesful campaign by our senior from the Major of Advertising, Kelson and the gang. Project Segilicious talks about the health of one's body, what is good and bad and also the ways to maintain it. The main theme of this event is about losing weight. Some challengers join to challenge themself to lose weight. As a student from the major of advertising, of course I will be in to help out the senior because I will need their help in the future too.

The campaign was held at the lobby. Here we are, most from the advertising major come and help out after our morning class.

Emcee of the day, Chien Chien. Talented singer and emcee. And she just won the champion in Malaysia Music Festival! Congratulations to her!!!

Xiao Bao

Xiao Bao and the project manager, Kelson Sim!!

Me and Xiao Bao. Her real name is actually called Jesly, but I dont know why people call her Xiao Bao.

Me with leng lui Chien Chien. Have to keep this picture, so that she will still remember me when she gets famous.

Aiphos, the photographer of the day.

Chien Chien rehearsing on the floor.

They also have a free BMI (Body Mass Index) Testing to all the Segians.

One of the posters which I think look nice. Simple but brings out the message.

Guess who is on the posters. Haha.

Pretty Chloe comes out to help pull the crown to join the opening ceremony.

Xiao Bao too!

The opening ceremony is about to start!!

Ceremony started "ngam ngam" at 2pm. Speech by project manager, Kelson Sim.

Not bad ma, so many people.

The professional photographer, Aiphos.

Celine, Steve, Ivy, Cheerie and Bethany

The staff / helpers of the day. Michelle, Jesly and Chloe

Me and Chloe

Closing ceremony group picture

One big family!!!

Congratulations to all the senior for the successful event. So proud of you guys. Hope that I will be like you all in the future. An event of my own!!!

Go SEGI!!!

Should I go or not??

2011-11-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

It has been a while after I become single
And because I have been in a relationship for 6 years and now suddenly single
Its been quite tough for me
First is because I dont have much close friends
Second is because I am busy working to earn more money
Thats why all my friends call me "work freak"
Because I non-stop working

So for now
I have been spotting for my Mr Right from time to time
Doesnt want to waste my time anymore
So I always spot on the good guy that I have met
Hahahaha
So weird isnt it
You all must be saying that I am not loyal
But I am not
I am loyal to the one that really worth my loyalty
Not for those that does not know how to appreciate your love
So dont see it wrong...>.<...

As I said earlier
I have been working all the time
Besides college
The next is working
And there is this guy that I met during work
Not to mention his name here
Was a really cute guy
One year older than me
And his birthday is coming soon

I am not sure if I admire him or what
Maybe is because we often met during work
People say feelings built up when you meet always/everyday
Both of us always have many things to talk about
Laughing and talking crap all day long
Love his attitudes and his smile the most
Look like a kid when he smile...>.<...

Both of us are single
But I just have no idea what I should do
Tell him I like him straight??
Or wait until I know he also likes me??
I am scare that I will scared him
And then there will be no moe friend
I just want to find a good guy
A good guy to be my boyfriend
Someone that love me and takes good care of me
And the most important thing is
I dont want to celebrate Valentine's alone next year...T.T...

Haiz...
Now I still have two more week to work with him
And I hope that this two week will have something good happen
Or maybe just let me know if I should go for him a not...>.<...
Suddenly I feel myself so cheap
But this is what happen when a girl is desperate for a guy's love
And most importantly is I have not experienced it for not only 3 months
But still a lot even before breaking up
So dont blame me if I am desperate
Because all this is basic needs...>.<...
The needs of love and belongingness from Maslow...
And tell me what I should give him for his birthday...I really have no idea...

p/s: Capricorns are easy-to-let-go people...I know 3 months to let go a person you have love for so many years are kinda unbelieveable...but just to let you know...Capricorns only keep those they think are worth keeping...for those who does not appreciate...they will throw it...>.<...

K session with BA Gang

2011-10-11T01:16:00.017+08:00

It has been a while since the last time I sing k. As someone promise to sing with me, so I started dating everyone. But end up the one that promise me to sing ffk-ed, so I have to sing with the other bunch of friends. At least I got to sing cause I have been craving it for so long.

Peter and Siew Gin. Waiting for their turn to select their songs.

Kok Hou. SHE super fans.

Peng Chung. Another SHE + sing k fans.

We take the K-lunch promotion. Got to sing from 11am-3pm. Student rate 9++ with a set of lunch and free flow of drinks. Super duper AFFORDABLE. So I ordered Japanese Curry Fish set.

Peng Chung's Black Pepper Grill Chicken. So so only.

Peter so semangat singing, until his rice oso dont want eat

And Peng Chung still waiting for his turn.

At last he gave up, coz Peter sings all. >.<.

At last is his turn. This is what he do everytime we go sing k. He say like this got concert feel. >.<.

Siew Gin also did the same thing.

Peng Chung with his sweet smile. Next Darlie ambassador. >.<.

Next Jacky Cheung. >.<.

Concert feel~~~

Shane and Edward Surprise Party

2011-09-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

Is the birthday of Shane and Edward. As the birthday of the two of them only two days difference, therefore we BA gang decided to celebrate together and give them a surprise. We actually date the two main character out separately and act like we meet coincidencely at the steamboat restaurant. It works and the two birthday boy really actually thinks that it is a coincidence. >.<..

Everyone arrived at the steamboat restaurant and everyone act normal. Not to let them suspect us. Haha...

Our set of steamboat. I forget the name of the restaurant actually but the food there is quite cheap and nice.

They only have clear soup and their soup is boil with shark fin bone. Thats why it is so fresh and clear.

Their famous fried meehoon with lala. Not really nice.

Steam lala with alcohol. This is thumb-ups. The lala is so fresh and big and I like the taste of it the most.

Hoi fan la~~~

The first birthday boy. It was his actual day that day. Happy Birthday Shane!!

The second birthday boy. His birthday is two days later. Happy Birthday Edward. Keep it till the actual day.

Sharon. Another pretty girl.

Gigi with Lai Kuan on the left and Yun Chieh in the middle.

Phillip (the one on the left) and Albert (the one on the right)

Shane and Weng Sang

Girl group picture

The couple, Albert and Lai Kuan

As we can't waste the food we ordered and there are still a lot left, everyone have to try their very best to finish all. See, Edward forcing other people to finish the meehoon eventhough he was supposed to finish it all as he is the thinnest among all.

Me with birthday boy (1), Shane

Me and leng lui Sharon

Me with Albert, half brother.

Me and Lai Kuan

Me and Yun Chieh

Finally its time for the surprise. Eventhough it is the actual day for Shane, but we purposely bring out the cake for Edward first and said that we did not buy any cake for Shane. Our main purpose is to make Shane feel unhappy.

Edward making his birthday wishes.

Birthday boy (2), Edward.

The first surprise was a success. We success in making Shane unhappy. Now is time for his cake. Ta da~~ now he is happy because at first he though everyone forget about his birthday. Dont worry kid, we wont forget about you, buddy. >.<.

Shane happy face. >.<.

Edward's birthday cake. Green tea with red bean from RT Pastry. Credits to Philip for buying the cake. Nice cake after all.

Shane's birthday cake. Chocolate mousse cake from RT Pastry. I like this more than the previous one. The chocolate is sooo nice. >.<.

The 2 birthday boy

Posing with the chocolate with the names on it.

Surprise finish~~time for pictures!!! Me and Weng Sang

Albert and Weng Sang

Philip and Edward LC look

The so-call couple, Yun Chieh and Weng Sang

Buddy pic, Edward and Albert

Yun Chieh and Shane

The birthday boys have a really wonderful day full of surprises and we are all very satisfied with the food as well. Hope everyone enjoy their night. Happy Bithday Boys!!!!

2nd Family Home Evening

2011-09-25T00:43:00.001+08:00

After 2 week after the first family home evening, here comes the second one. This time is at my house again, but this time more adults attend.

Gigi with the bowl of meal she just finish. Yummy, she said.

Kelly with Brother Siu's daughter. Forget her name actually. Sorry~~

Kelly likes chips.>.<.

Elder Maughn and his cute face.>.<.

Me with James

Mummy with Sister Saffron

Family picture with President Chi. Nice one.

This time FHE was a bit different from the first one. First is because there are more adults than teenagers. Second maybe because the mood is not here. Haha. Anyway, its nice to have gather together.

Genting 1 Day Trip

2011-09-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

I have always wanted to have a trip with my friends, but doesnt have the chance. This time, when my friends invited me for a trip to Genting, I was indeed very excited eventhough it was only a one day trip.

We start our journey at 9am that morning. Chiew Lee's mum send us to the bus station and we will be boarding a bus there. But due to some unexpected circumstances, we did not manage to get a bus so we toke a taxi instead.

Peng Chung at the front seat

Kok Hou and Chiew Lee boarding the back seat

Philip, the unexpected member. At first it was only 4 of us. But this guy wanted to join the last minute.

We reach there only to founf out that we were cheated by the taxi driver. We were supposed to get a package for the theme park ticket but end up nothing. So we decided only to just hang out around without playing at the theme park. Dissapointed~~~

As all of us are in hunger, so we went for lunch at Pizza Hut. Me and my moody face, coz cant play theme park. T.T

Trying to act cute with this cute guy...>.<...

Picture time!!!! Since we have the whole day there, so we just take picture here and there...

1, 2, 3...Smile!!!!

The only girl of the day...>.<...

Later on, went to the hill side to chill ourself.

Taking picture with him make me look so tanned...T.T...

With the pretty gal...>.<...

And the most happiest things that day is we are all able to get into the casino...a lifetime experience as we won't know when we will be going there anymore...unless we are really addicted to gambling...>.<

As we have nothing much to do on that day, we spend half of our day at Starbucks, chit chatting and enjoying the breeze...

After finishing our drinks, we went for a walk around Genting. Since we never have the chance to play at the theme park, this is what we can do...

Finally is tired for us to go home. While waiting for bus to get us down the hill, we play with Chiew Lee's IPhone...>.<...

We waited for our bus for almost an hour and Peng Chung is too tired of waiting. He said if the bus never come, then he is going to sleep here.>.<

This is the results of our boring waiting for bus time..>.<...love those pics...>.<...

Our bus arrive an hour later as I said earlier, and because all of us are too tired, we didnt snap any picture on the bus. But we are all fresh when we are in the LRT. So one last chance of picture snapping!!!!

Peng Chung needs to go to the bathroom so badly and he can't sit. He say sitting will make him wants to go toilet more.

So this sum up my one day trip. Hope to have more trip with my bunch of gangs in the future. And also sorry for updating my blog slow like a tortoise cause I barely have time and internet connection was slow...>.<...

Belated Mid Autumn Celebration

2011-09-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

I think I am really slow in updating blogs Sorry about that, kinda busy
So here it goes
According to the Chinese tradition, Mid Autumn Festival is almost as important as Chinese New Year
and everyone are advise to stay at home with your family members.
So we celebrate the other day as replacement.
This time we choose Chiew Lee's house because she has a big playground near her house, so we can lepak there.

Applause for Peter, reach there so punctual

And we are searching for a place that is dry so that we can light up candles.

It has been raining on and off for the very few days And so lucky that the rain stops before our gathering...>.<...

Kok Hou playing with the torchlight

Has the potential to be vampire

Cause he is very very fair...>.<...

Finger food prepared by Chiew Lee's mum. Thank you so much. Simple but nice food.

Cute Peng Chung, always act like kid. Love his attitude so much.

Peter and Sze Ching

Peter Wong...another big kid oso...>.<...

Kok Hou...Peng Chung buddy...

Chiew Lee...her butt got wet when sitting on the floor...trying to have it dry from the candles...

The only group picture I managed to get...due to my un-professional phone which is not able to take nice picture during night...

But we did have a lot of fun on that day...we went yam cha after that...thanks to all of you buddy...you guys really accompany me a lot when I am down...Love you guys...>.<...

First FHE (Family Home Evening) at my house

2011-09-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

Since I am the member of the LDS Church, this is the first time they are having activities at my house. Because our single adults president, Miss Adeline says its so hard to date me for activities, so she plan to have the FHE meeting at my house, then I will have no excuses to be absent. And I am also very proud that I am able to invite 2 of my working-mates, Sharon and Mun Hao to come over to my house and join.

The group picture we took while waiting for the others to arrived. From left: Mun Hao, Sharon, Daddy, Elder Maughn and Elder Reeves

Playing cards while waiting for the others.

Silly own portrait.>.<.

Mun Hao

Sharon

Finally everyone arrived. Dinner time!!!

Elder Maughn, the one always eating.

Our president, Miss Adeline. Already planning for upcoming activity.

Nicholas and Jowie

After dinner, we have a short teaching by Nicholas. Then we proceed to games.

Games time.

Elder Reeves was asked to act like some kind of animal but I have forgotten what is it. But he is quite funny.>.<.

Daddy and Mummy

They are playing the game too. If I am not mistaken, Daddy ask Mummy to guess his action.

Group picture before everyone leaves.

All of us have fun on that day. Hope to have more time with you guys.

We Are Friends Now

2011-09-09T02:25:00.000+08:00

After so long
its been 2 months
and 2 months has passed
so many things happened
eventhough sometimes
I still hope that all these have never happened
and we are still "Together Happily Ever After"

Know him since Form 1
hates him a lot
as he is a big bully
I am always his target
dont know why
and was glad that we are not in the same class during Form 2

Fate brought us back during Form 3
although not as close as Form 1
but he is not a bully anymore
did not pay much attention on him
as he is just another normal guy in my class
until I broke up with my ex during that year

Friends in class started comforting me
saying another good guy will be there waiting for me
they start giving me their number
saying that I could find them to chat if I am sad
I did sms a few of them one by one
but he is the only one that talks a lot with me
almost everyday, every minute, every moment
and none of us had realise that the love bud is growing within us
until one day I confess to him
and we are officially together
on the 11th of March 2005 (if I am not mistaken)

All of my first time were with him
cant forget all those happy moments we were together
our first valentine's he was late for date
first time taking sticker picture
because we are afraid of teacher seeing us sweet
we hold hands in the table's drawer
everyday after school he will walk me back home
all this was so sweet
but because I was so immature
thinking that he sticks to me too much
I started to lose my feelings towards him and we broke up
on the 11th of March 2006

Not remembering how long
we were back together again
maybe because I still loves him
but that time
we still broke up for a several times until Form 5
which I think that our relationship is steady enough
obstacles brough us further
I was chosen to go through national service
and we have to be apart for 3 months
and yes
we broke up once again

On the 28th of July 2008
we are back together again
and this time
I am very sure myself
on the person that I truly love
I regret that we have wasted so much time breaking up
so I loved him with all my heart
and I believe he love me with all his hearts too

The journey went up quite tough when we both we to college
I realised that he is the kind of people that cares for friends very much
and is willing to sacrifise me in order to have fun with his friends
quarrels started to fill our lives
and our heart are moving further from each other day by day
sweet moment could not be seen anymore often
but was replaced with arguments and quarrel
list on him going places with his friends keep on adding
but our list
are always the same old list
that keeps revolving around the same places

I know clearly that this relationship are near the egde
but because of my loves towards him
i rather suffer all this pain
just to keep him by my side
as I believe in our fate
that has brough us togther throughout this journey

But everything explodes just a week before our 6th year anniversary
the trip that I have eagerly waited
the day that I have long for a long time
vanished in just a blink of eyes
this guy that I have loved so much
broke up with me
as he say he has no more feelings towards me
no matter how hard I try
how sad I cried
he would never come back

People have been saying about how bad he treats me
how bad this how bad that
eventhough I hated him for some period
but my love for him
blinded me for every evil thing he did
friends told me to moved on
I am moving on
but still loving him
so much so much

3rd of September 2011
he say sorry to me
for doing something wrong
and requested to be my best friend
only God knows how happy I was at that time
and today
8th of September 2011
he called me for the first time
after we broke up

I admit
I still love him
and sometimes
I wish we will be together again
but I think this wish is quite hard to achieve
for the moment now
I just hope that we both can change to be a better person
so that when we are back together again for the next time (if la)
there will be no more break up
and we can be very very good friends
each time I saw him posting up pictures with his
how I wish that the people inside the picture would be me

Just want to let you know
eventhough we are not couple now
but there is no wrong loving a person
I know I should move on
but no one can stop a person from loving a person
I love you
for the time being
not knowing when this love will end
hope you are happy
with your life and do take care

KL One Day Trip

2011-08-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

Since my class was cancelled and it is the Raya Eve, my collegemate date me out for a KL One Day Trip. Fell shame to said that myself because I live in KL but never been to most of the places that they bring me to today. And...they are not local KL...shame of myself...:(...so after meeting with each other we have dinner at a place called 十号胡同...nice place with lots of nice food...but too bad...all of us are busy eating that we have no time to take picture.

After eating, we went to Pavilion. Because I have never been there before, so they were laughing at me...again...:(...

The first stop, Lot 10 Zara (passby before heading to Pavilion). Kelson was showing me the Eskimo's custome and said it looks like mine. Then Nicholas ask him to buy so that he can wear the same custome with me...>.<...

Nicholas was busy trying his shoe, so me and Kelson have nothing to do but taking picture with the mirror. Like this picture so much. Impress with my picture taking skill that is improving. >.<.

After that we went to Pavilion. Cant stop taking picture. Like my phone camera so much.

Sorry Nicholas >.<...your head too big...>.<...

We went shopping the whole day. Buying things we like. Nicholas got lost halfway and left me and Kelson. After couple of hours of walking and shooping we finally get tired and decided to find some place to take a rest before meeting up with Celine and Alex (Kelson's friend) for steamboat dinner.

We went settle down at Carl's Junior and get some drinks. See Kelson tired look. I am tired too.

Nah...here's the prove.

This fellow knows nothing but only his phone. >.<

Not long after that, Celine and Alex reach and we went for dinner at Lot 10. Shabu One Steamboat Buffet. Not bad, only rm 34 per person and you can eat all you can. Like their dessert and the organic soya bean. Because they are having promotion, so we get a place of slice abalone for FREE!!! We are so lucky!!!

Everyone went to take their food. So its time to snap picture.

Trying to imitate Nicholas's saying of girl style of photo-taking. But I think I failed la. >.<.

Reach home before 11.30pm. But the time I left, KL life was still soooo busy. Wonder if KL people ever sleeps. >.<. After whole day of shopping, lets see what I got for myself.

My new wallet from Vincci. Love it so much. >.<. And I think is the most expensive wallet I ever get for myself. But nevermind because I really LOVE IT!!!!

Shirt from Zara. Kelson help me choose this. He say if I wear this sure look very slim. >.<. So decided to buy it lo, who dont want to look slim...??!!!

This is the outcome. Satisfied. >.<

The last one, a pair of new shoe from Vincci too. Chosen by Nicholas. Like it also.

Have a wonderful day today. Hope to have more outing with my friends. Love you guys!!!

Sweet Hut Cafe

2011-08-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

It's been a month after I broke up. So, got a new mission for myself : to enjoy to the max of my life now and also to go places that I wanted to go so much with my ex before.

I got a leave for myself on the weekends instead of part-time job. Really need some rest after so many things had happen. So I went to find my friend who is working alone at Giant.

As I wanted to go to this dessert shop for a long time last time but that idiot didn't even wanted to bring me there, so Shane suggested we went there for some dessert since he is not that hungry too.

Shane's bowl of Mango and Soya Pudding.

Mine Almond Sago pudding. Nice as I like the taste of almond.

Shane, my very best friend. Known him since 7 years old and we have been in the same primary school and secondary school. A good guy too. His future girlfriend will be so lucky to have him as a boyfriend. >.<.

After eating for sometime, only I notice that the sago in my dessert is in heart shape. So creative of them.

Shane's dessert jelly are also in heart shape!

Trying to hold the heart. He says he wanted to give it to the girl he likes the most. Oh~ the girl is so lucky!

Sweet Hut Cafe.

Not bad dessert shop. If you like to have a bowl of creative and yet delicious dessert, can give it a try. I rate 4 stars for them. >.<.

~~~Happy Single Life~~~

>My di@Ry<

假装不在乎

Last Day of Work at Hero Shah Alam

Birthday at Ampang Look Out Point

Early Birthday celebration with dear Apple

Birthday Dinner with family

The Awakening

我是一个怎样的人?

Tenji2 Family Dinner

How did I spend my 1.1.2012.

31.12.2011

Christmas Dinner at Home~~

My First Christmas at Church

Belated Winter Solstice

冬至快乐...T.T

Weng Sang Simple Birthday Dinner

Jessly and Aya Birthday Bash!!

越想忘记，就越难忘记

安全感

Lai Kuan Surprise Birthday Attack!

Albert Convocation!!

Coffeemate Outdoor Truck Event

任务完成！！！

11/11/11

那些年 我们一起追的女孩

SEGI Project Segilicious

Should I go or not??

K session with BA Gang

Shane and Edward Surprise Party

2nd Family Home Evening

Genting 1 Day Trip

Belated Mid Autumn Celebration

First FHE (Family Home Evening) at my house

We Are Friends Now

KL One Day Trip

Sweet Hut Cafe

那些年我们一起追的女孩